Well,
as usual, it has been a great week!! Last week I received literally 4
packages at once, so to those who sent me stuff THANK YOU and there are
notes in the mail for you :) We have had great lessons and funny
experiences and lots of learning, so it has been a successful week :) I
think one of the things that Sister Udarbe learned about me this week
is that I have a killer smile. As in, I can still smile even though I
might want to kill someone lol. Let me explain. As a (very) white
girl, I attract a lot of attention here. I really don't like it, but
I've gotten to the point that I can ignore it. Well, we went to try to
contact one of our less actives this week, and there was a group of
teenagers (guys) by the house. One of them came up and started talking
to us, and we were just being our typical missionary-friendly selves.
He told us he was from one of the other wards, so we small-talked for a
bit, then went to leave. As usual, we shook hands before we left. But
when he shook our hands, all the other guys standing a little ways off
started whooping and cheering. I think it was a dare, to see if he
could shake our hands. I walked away with a smile on my face, and as
soon as we were out of sight I started strangling imaginary teenagers. Sister Udarbe was laughing at the fact that I could still smile at them. BOYS ARE SO DUMB.
That's one of our funny moments :) I also had a very cool experience over Friday and Saturday. Friday
morning, I was stressing about something major that I don't really have
control over here, and I ended up crying to Sister Udarbe a little
bit. Then I just went up to our room, and knelt down and prayed. At
that point, I couldn't really even talk to Heavenly Father, so I just
started my prayer then cried, and just felt all the stress and worry and
hurt like a big tangled knot inside of me. I told Him about my
concerns, and why I was worried, and how confused and directionless I
felt. Then I just sat there and listened. And as I did so, the hurt
left. It was completely gone, and instead I felt like my soul had just
been washed clean, and I was just so full of peace. I didn't have any
answers, but I had peace, and I had the strength and courage for that
day. As I pondered Saturday
morning, I thought of all the things that are causing stress. Big
decisions, people I'm worried about, what I need to do...and I felt the
same peace again. I realized that Heavenly Father isn't going to give
me specific answers and specific direction right now, because I don't
need it. Instead, He gave me what I needed, and that was the peace and
the strength for that day. I was reminded of Elder D Todd
Christofferson's Daily Bread Experience,
and how he found the strength to go from day to day. I learned that
that's what Heavenly Father gives us. Even though we don't always see
the complete path, He gives us enough light to help us move forward a
couple of steps, and that's what we need.
Our theme this
week has been Preach the Gospel to Every Creature. So every time we see
a dog or a cat(which is often--there are a zillion of each here) we
ask them if they want to be baptized. We tried a rooster, but he also
rejected us. But, even though we got rejected, we know that we did our
part as missionaries, and we worked hard XD
Mormon 9:22 For
behold, thus said Jesus Christ, the Son of God, unto His disciples who
should tarry, yea, and also to all His disciples, in the hearing of the
multitude: Go ye into all the world, and preach the gospel to every
creature.
The real voyage of sicovery consists not in seeking new landscapes but in having new eyes. Marcel
Proust. When we change our perspective a little, and take a step back
from everything, the big picture comes together, and we can gain that
perspective and that knowledge that helps us be the best that we can be.
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